It took me a while to fully own my crazy. I believe that you cultivate your mojo for years through embracing life's ever changing experiences. It's not enough to just "get through it". As impossible as it may seem, you may need to take pause and figure out the intel and universal wisdom that embeds itself within an experience and know that it is preparing you for next phase in your journey.
I always knew that I wanted to be an Entrepreneur. Aside from the freedom and financial gains, I NEEDED the ability to be able to express every aspect of my being. I needed an avenue that would allow for limitless expansion. An arena that would shed light on all the nooks and crannies of my imagination. I made up my mind early that no matter the setbacks, the fatigue, the perceived "losses" or what have you, I loved it and I was going to get to the other side possessing a chest full of gems.
It was in utter madness that I learned to find peace. It was in chaos that I mastered structure. It was in darkness that I learned how to focus on the light. And it was perceived "normalcy" that I began to value insanity. I began to understand that I didn't need to live in chaos or madness rather they were elements of mine to be used at my discretion. They were key ingredients to my magical entrepreneurial potion. Once I committed to MEthodizing my madness and embracing the uniqueness of my modality, the Goat really started making Moves.
It may be time to tear some sh*t up!